infected-girl:

So, my best friend Nath (I’ve known him for 10+ years) is finally having his surgery. He’s getting his brain tumour removed so its really fucking scary and he will be kept in a comatose state 3-4 days following the operation so I am not going to hear from him for a little while and I am anxious beyond all belief. Its very serious and he could die from this. Things are literally at rock bottom right now. And a certain person I desperately need for support at the moment has recently left; while its temporary I need him alot so well and truly fuck him for abandoning me to deal with this alone. He’s so selfish and I hate him right now to be honest. So much has happened in the past few months I can hardly processes any of it. I am emotionally and physically exhausted beyond belief. I’m struggling to even eat properly right now due to the stress and I’ve even lost weight because of it. I just need someone to cuddle me for like forever please. A White Mage can only cast so many spells before she runs out of MP and I’m almost out of HP now too. 

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poor baby. you’re going through so much right now. you’re so brave. i wish i could be there to take care of you. i’d do everything for you if you needed me to. i love you so much and i promise its gonna be okay. your black mage will protect you.

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